Round Of Applause

Sed I was the best thing that happened to u
U called me beautiful
I shoulda laffed @ u
Had my stomach hurtin- in tears for the best comedy of the year
Take ur bow in front of the crowd
Damn that was foul
Cuz u lied
Had me for a sec- sounded so real
Can't deny (sigh)
Well the jokes on u I guess
Who's gonna be there wen u need a hug
Don't look @ me cuz all u gon get is the "kanyeshrug" (lol)
Round of Applause Take ya bow
You did so well
But all you get is a High One


By Stookz

You Had Me

I should've seen it comin
When u put ya games on repeat
Bein the least discrete, you had me fooled
Havin no kinda
Respect for me
Straight neglected me
Like I did YOU wrong
Got me writin songs
To compensate for the the pain I've gained, got me goin insane
Got me losin my mind,
Searchin so hard to find
Why I gotta play the broken hearted gurl- (giggle)
I see that love thang ain't for me
Thought it was everywhere I wanted to be, you had me fooled
You're everythin I thought you never were
Wish I could forget
I don't wanna be with you
Cause I don't want a Broken Heart.......

By Stookz

"LookWutchuDid"

U tol me u loved me
Ur arms u wrapped around me
Jus like that I'm rejected feelin silly
Won't eat
Won't sleep
So I rely on that tranquility pill
Cuz I can't deal
Wit bein slower to heal
We were lovers n frens
So its hard to accept or even pretend
That this is the end
I'm so torn between the two
Cuz idk if
I'd ever get bak wit u
Would it be wrong?
Cuz I wanna do rite
Love is a war n all I ever did was fight
So man down
Cuz I want my keys, my heart, n soul
bak right now
I feel so insulted torn n hurt
Cuz u went n treated ur queen like a bird
I'm ready for a new start
No more sleepin wit a broken heart.......

By Stookz

Bentonite Review

Hola Meanies,

Last week Friday was wash hair day. I actually colored, shampooed, conditioned, and deep treatment. First I colored my hair with Creme Of Nature in the orange box. The color was Golden Brown. Now the color on the box is a dark/light brownish auburn color. Of course I was scared to put that color in my hair because I have a old color from last summer still trying to hold on. So I followed the basic directions on the box obviously and continue with my usual hair routine. The only different thing I did was, I did a bentonite clay treatment.

Bentonite clay can be used as a hair clarifier, face mask and internal cleanse. Isn't that great, 3 uses for the price of one. It looks like fine sand/powder. It should be a light gray to gray color. If its white then that's suspect. Anyway you only have to add water to it, you can add olive oil/apple cider vinegar for your hair treatment and mix until there are no more lumps or clumps. I must say it was a task but worth it. My hair felt squeaky clean and was easy to detangle. Oh I also got my bentonite clay from blackonyxworld.com for $6 I think. I will definitely will be using it again. Maybe I'll use it twice a month.

After going through the whole coloring and washing my hair, the color on showed up around my edges and roots. Was I surprised ? No, because I knew that it would only show up on my new growth hair. So by the end of the year I will try again, by then I would already have done my BC ( by the grace of God my BC might be sooner).

I really really really want to wait for 5 or 6 months before BCing but I'm losing my patience and dying to be free of my stringy hair. Patience is not my best friend at the moment.

If you would like more information on Bentonite Clay, do your research ! You can also watch Youtube videos (very helpful)

Special Guests

Hey Meanies,

Last Saturday, my favorite cousin and best friend from BK came to visit me. I was super excited because I haven't seen them in a long time and I usually don't have guests at my apartment. People seem to think I live far out in west bubbafuck. I'm only an hour and half away from NYC. It took them 3 hours to get here because of traffic. And they got semi-lost, they made it very clear to me by saying "the things we do for you" in a nice way of saying we're hungry and annoyed.

Anyway when we get together it's a problem. I decided we're going to eat, chat, drink and act a damn fool. So we had a mini wine tasting session. We were excited because we have always wanted to do wine tasting. These are the wines we had: Sweet Bitch Merlot, Sutter Home Cabernet Sauvignon, Gallo Family White Zinfandel, and Sutter Home Moscato. Honestly, my friends preferred the Moscato and White Zinfandel. They said the Merlot wasn't bad but it left a after taste behind like cardboard. Yes they said cardboard.

So this is what I learned last night, I had lemon cake with a berry/pineapple sauce with a glass of the Merlot. I took a sip before eating the cake, but when I ate the cake and took another sip it was not the same sweet & fruity Merlot. The taste of the wine did a 360 and tasted like the Cabernet Sauvignon. I thought I was going crazy. I'm starting to wonder if my friends wasn't sucking down the new make your own Coolattas if the wine would have tasted different to them. I guess we have next time to figure it out. Anyway, I had a blast and was very grateful that they came and visited me. The little things mean more to me than you can imagine.

I HATE CILANTRO !

Hey Meanies,

Last week Saturday I went to a Heineken Inspire Concert in the city with my bestsie. So before heading back to CT we decided to eat "Chipotle". If you haven't tried it you don't know what your missing. While eating I told my friend my taste buds can't really pick up the taste of cilantro. She says it's earthy, limey, dish washing soap etc (Ina Garten says it taste like soap too).



I have eaten cilantro numerous times and still can't get what the flavor is. Every time we eat Chipotle cilantro ends up in the conversation because they use it in the salsa and guacamole. I think I need to get a bush of fresh cilantro and try it because every time I ate something with cilantro another flavor overpowered my taste buds. With that being said I would like to dedicate this Glozell video to my bestsie. Enjoy the video, she ALWAYS makes me cry !

I Likey, Made Me Laugh

These signs should be EVERYWHERE !

Pure Rachetness

Bonjour Meanies,

I have read a few stories that stood out to me today. Thought I'd share them with you. Here they are : father impregnates 11 year old, I have been sleeping with my husbands brother, 18 year old disabled girl with the mentality of a 5 year gets gang raped, and man robs Wendy's.

Man/father impregnates 11 year old, there is confusion going on as to whether the girl is his daughter or daughters friend that slept over. Now this douche pie claims he thought he was banging his wife. How in the hell you can't tell the difference between a lil girls vagina and your wife's fire hydrant ? To me it doesn't make sense. An 11 yr old is 100 lbs maybe and I'm sure your wife is taller and bigger. Doesn't your wife have a specific smell etc ? This pervert is a liar. What makes me more upset is the girl just laid there & said/did nothing. Where dey do dat at ? Ok on to the next story.

How can folks sleep with their husbands brother, husbands father, husband bestfriend, wife's sister, wife's mother etc I'm sure you get the point. Now I just think people don't have any morals. There is an abundance of other folks why them. It just destroys relationships. Please believe if you bang my mother, sister, bestfriend or even a male friend of mine you are non-existent to me. There's no way I can let it go, I'm going to be paranoid and slide into my grave earlier than I planned.

There was a 18 year old mentally challenged young lady that was kidnapped and gang raped in a basement. I wanted to bust out into tears when I heard this story because she's mentally challenged and has the mentality of a 5 year old. Now the young lady told her mother what happened and stated " you should of seen it mommy, there was a long long big line mommy". That makes my heart hurt. As you can imagine a long ass line outside of the basement with potential serial killers, rapist, pedophiles, murders etc waiting to rape this lady. The mother of one of rapists (owner of the basement) claim her son didn't have sex with no girl and that she saw them but didn't know what they was doing in the basement. A few other guys said she wasn't screaming or yelling so she was willingly participating. She is mentally challenged she will not react the same way a normal person would. And only God knows if she was screaming and everyone played like they didn't hear a thing. Not feeling it !

As for Mr. Idiot aka Wendy Robber he is beyond stupid. He decides to rob Wendy's through the drive thru window with a ski mask and gun. And what does he do a couple minutes later ? He calls the Wendy's and tell them the next time he comes back make sure there's more than $586 in the register. WTH did he really call to complain about $586 ? I would think his ass needs to be grateful because he is $586 richer. What a douche pie filled with moron/stupid pudding mix.

Product Review on Alikay Naturals

Hola Meanies,

Hope everyone is doing great. Last week Friday was wash hair day. I have to be honest I hate doing my hair. Ever since I decided to go au naturale I have been trying to take care of my hair like I should of been doing. Anyway I brought new products to use for my transitioning/natural journey. Now that I'm learning how take care of my natural hair why not use natural/ organic products. Don't get it twisted I still use regular products but I make sure there are no parabens, sulfates, and petroleum.

So I came across a great site called BlackOnyxworld.com. The owner of the site is Rochelle. She is a Youtube natural hair Guru. I'm glad I found her she gives me hope, lol. Her spirit is great, whatever information she encounters no matter what it is she shares it with the world. Now that her website is officially open it's time to get down to business. So on her site she sells natural hair/ skin products and handmade earrings. Everything is priced fair, so you will definitely get your moneys worth. As I said before Fridays/Saturdays is hair washing day.



From blackonyxworld.com I have purchased : honey & sage deep conditioner, essential hair growth oil, Shea yogurt hair moisturizer, lemongrass leave-in conditioner, moisturizing hair perfume, raw Shea butter, benzonite clay, black soap and a handmade pair of rasta earrings.



When I washed my hair, I used a organic shampoo/conditioner, the honey & sage deep conditioner, leave-in conditioner, coconut/vitamin E oil, growth oil and the Shea yogurt moisturizer. Now all the products I just mentioned I used them the same way I listed them. When taking care of your hair eventually you create a routine. Anyways the blackonyxworld products are amazing. Everything smells great, nothing is heavy and a lil goes a long way.



Braid-out using Shea Yogurt Hair Moisturizer

I must say my favorite product so far is the Shea yogurt hair moisturizer. You only need a lil and your hair actually absorbs it instead of it coating your hair strands like petroleum/mineral oil based products. Now that I have almost all the products I need, hopefully I will not become a hair PJ ( product junkie). I'm definitely a lotion/splash/perfume/nail polish/make-up junkie, I don't think hair products need to be added to the list.

By the grace of God I've found products that work for me during my transitioning phase. Not sure if it would remain the same when I Big Chop but in due time we'll see. For now and the next few months I'm sticking to blackonyxworld.com, Aussie, and VO5 products. The worst feeling ever is to buy something and it doesn't work to your liking. That's life BUT you can somewhat avoid this when it comes to hair products by purchasing a few items at a time. If it doesn't work give it to a friend/family member or create your own mixture. You can add anything to your shampoo/conditioner/ deep conditioner. Become a mixing diva. With that being said I will definitely be back later this week with a review on bentonite clay.

What are you doing this weekend ?
I will be coloring my hair and giving it some good ass TLC.